tisdag 26 augusti 2014

Did you know, when people appears in your dreams, it's because that person wants to see you.

My heartbeat is raising every second, every breathe that I take feels heavy and I can't think clear. I'm so nervous that I could pass out, haha! It's really funny, because I never get nervous about anything. Sorry, I lied, I get nervous when I have an appointment to a dentist. It's really freaky when people have these "weapons" and they stick them into your mounth and do stuff. Well... that came out wrong, but anyway! I try to decide what to wear, what to say, what to do. How do people do that thing, just talk to people and not getting nervous at all. Or I mean, it isn't just anybody I'm talking about. Now I have to go do something before I explode! Have fun, guys. I know I will ;)

måndag 25 augusti 2014

Golden boy, Little j, Outsider, Queen B; Looser.

Have you ever just stopped and realized that if you hadn't met a certain person in your life, your life would be completely different? It's funny how your life depends on little things, should I go to the left or to the right? Should I stay home or go out and have fun? I mean if I had done one thing differently, I might never have met you. Crazy. I was just so tired of waking up to the same routine everyday, seeing same people, tired of waking up alone and cold. Pushing myself to get out of bed. "I'm just tired" was my excuse. But now I realize that it was more than that. Something was missing. But every once in a while, someone comes into your life and you'll wonder how you ever lived without them. Now I don't have to decide every morning that today I will be happy, I just am happy. I admire people who choose to shine even after all the storms they've been through, I really do. Those who smiled, while they were crying inside. The bravest thing they ever did, was continuing life when they wanted to die. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and never give up.
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